Why do we wait till someone dies to regret not spending more time with them? Why do you cry for those you never had anything to do with when they were alive?
Its sad that people regret things they had full control of. It seems people are to busy for family and friends, yet they make time to go to football games and get on the internet or go to bars and drink. I find those who usually say they have no time for you are only making excuses not to spend time with you, because truthfully they would rather do what they want to do. If your interest don’t meet their interest they shrug you off and say they just don’t have time, but you see them out with other friends.
Now as for myself, i don’t need your pity when i die. I don’t want you anywhere near my funeral. If you had no time for me when i was alive, what makes you think i want you around after i die? You think for one minute i will be sitting in heaven worried about your regrets, your wrong.
I tried hard to make time for my friends and family, even if it was just a phone call, but did you ever think maybe i needed a call sometimes? Do you know how many times you made me depressed or how many times you made me cry. Pity you? No not at all, you get over it!! Am i angry? You bet i am.
I’ve left instructions that my family and friends will never be notified of my death. I have one friend that won’t be in regret, because she took the time out of her life to spend with me and she calls me to see how i’m doing.
Im not perfect, but i do have feelings and i’m tired of people forgetting that, besides we have a choice of who are families are. I’ve chose mine and Blood is not thicker than water. Sometimes we can chose those we want to be our families!
The sad part is I made time for all of you. You cut me to the core, but still i pray for you. I guess it’s not in me to hate you. I just can’t seem to find the time for you anymore and this goes for everyone i know. The less time you make for me!! The less time i make for you!! If you want to be my friend then act like it. I’m tired of being the only one who makes an effort to be a friend!!
You are all in my prayers as are all those lost in this evil world!! Friendship is give and take and not always about what you want or what you believe to be the right thing. We all have our flaws but dont push what you believe on me or your way of doing things.
Im 58 nearly 60 years old. I’ve seen plenty in this life. While most of you were working and watching tv at home, i was out preparing for things to come! Am i ready? The better question is are you ready? Just like you who have trained in their careers, i’ve trained on the streets.
You will need me long before i’ll ever need your help. Soon all your training won’t be worth squat!! You’ll need people like me who have already lived it. So you better ask yourself? When it all comes down will i make time for you? Fortunately for you i will!! I’m not like you are. I can’t leave people to die or to loneliness. I will not turn my back on you in your hour of need!!
Bless you all in the name of Yahusha!!